- Nicholas Sparks (via kari-shma)
I will never understand why some people try to purposefully hurt someone else… Does it really help make them feel better about themselves? Someone please enlighten me.
All his words have really done is make me stronger and try harder to keep pushing for what I want so that I can continue to know that he is only attempting to cause me pain that I cannot truly feel because I know what he says is far from the truth…
I am going to keep it that way. Because I am better than degrading others for my benefit, I see more benefit in brushing the cat.
Better yourself and stop worrying about me, bro. I’m just fine :)
I’m starting to think that we were fooled as children into believe in a “happily ever after”. The older I’ve gotten (yes, I realize I’m only just around the corner from 22) the less and less I believe in that silly saying. Everyday takes a lot of work in a relationship. Any relationship for that matter, and yes some take less than others but it all consists of work and love every single day. It isn’t always easy and sometimes it just plain sucks, but why isn’t anyone ever told this as a child? We grow up with these preconceived notions in our heads that everything always works out with little effort and a lot of glamour. I want my white wedding, and I want someone “to have and to hold”. But at what costs am I willing to get these things? Is there a limit on how long you’re supposed to be willing to wait for someone to sweep you off your feet? What if it just isn’t working out with someone but you’re too afraid to cut ties because in all honesty, who really wants to be alone? All I’m looking for is consistency and love. Pure, true, sometimes sappy, deep love.
I wonder, what does “happily ever after” even mean?
It’s been over 6 months or something crazy like that since I’ve been on this bad boy… But I missed it so I’m back to blogging :) I don’t even know if anyone reads anything I post but I am still coming back with a whole lot to say and a lot of pictures to share, xo
There’s nothing more beautiful than a girl who is willing to show who she really is. A girl who isn’t afraid to brave the world just as she is- without anything masking her personality or her beauty. It just isn’t right when you see an already pretty girl caking on the makeup and transforming herself into a completely different looking person. I don’t think its supposed to be used as a mask, but rather as an enhancer to the natural beauty each girl possesses.
I wish more girls would be confident in the beauty that they have… and not let anyone ever tell them that they need to wear more makeup to look good.
Makeup should never be a necessity, but rather more of an accessory.
I know this may seem quite silly to you, but I really want you to know the following. And please don’t just giggle and brush this off, because I truly mean every single word of this. I think that you are an amazing girl, so talented and gifted. Your songs are going to be famous, you will be famous one day. The heart that you put into your music comes out in each note, I know it sounds silly but I can tell how much passion you have for your music when you sing or play (even if I have only seen/heard you via YouTube). I hate when you come to work and tell us these stories about how you’re put down or made to feel like anything but amazing. You’re a great girl, so nice and never having a truly negative or rude thing to say to or about anyone (unless absolutely called for, I mean, we do work in a restaurant). I wish you could see the you that we all see, not one person dislikes you. And if they do, it really is their loss. You shouldn’t ever worry about not being pretty, or needing to lose weight or feeling geeky or anything else. Because you’ve got the best support system, you just need to look around and we’re all here for whatever, absolutely whenever. I love your sense of humor and silly jokes and giggle. It makes work so much more enjoyable when you’re around, and I know I’m not the only one who thinks this! You deserve the world, or at least someone who is going to do everything in their power to help you hold the world in your palms. But happiness is the most important thing in life, I think. You’re loved, by more people than you know, and I just want you to be truly, legitimately happy. My oldest brother told me once, “You deserve better, so don’t settle for less.” And I was super upset and when he said that I just got so angry because it meant nothing to me then. But now, I look back and it means so much, and I remember it all the time now. Just want you to know all of that, and I don’t mean for it to sound weird or anything odd like that, so please don’t take it as anything more than a little letter from a hopefully good friend from the nuthouse :)
“suzyloves” = ”we love suzy”
“lovesuzannah” = “suzannah is loved”
Remember that, girl <3.